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Anyone who knows me,
Knows I sacrifice,
My own well being.
Just to make them happy.
I've never been inspired,
By anything but death.
So how do you expect me,
To feel life in my chest?
I don't think you're up there,
Watching over me.
But I can't seem to kick, this feeling.
I don't think you're up there
watching over me
If there is a God above,
Why can't I feel any love?
Questioning my life,
Is a daily event.
So if you're heaven sent,
I don't know where you went.
I don't know where you went,
I feel abandoned, I feel alone.
I need something to rely on,
Someone here on the ground.
Not someone up in the sky,
Nowhere to be found.
If something needs to happen.
Why don't you fend for yourself?
I feel abandoned, I feel alone.
What if my sacrifice goes unknown?
My future won't depend on fictitious figures.
Planning out my choices,
Until I hear their voices.
I see all their faces.
I feel all their glances.
Wasting their chances.
Planning false investments.
I have never known a love,
That makes me thank the man above.
I have never known a love,
So I'll stick to my own decisions.
How else will I learn?
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